No! I have my own reasons to do this. Im not willing to left my lovely family, my beloved bf, my car n my cat. They're really meant to me. But I have to sacrifice, to pay back the mess things that Ive done before. I need to pick up every single pieces of my life and put it back on my precious pride till i become somebody.
Here life without my love seems a bit difficult. I misz him every single breath that I take. Not even second Im not thinking bout him. Because of him, Im here. And im carrying his trust and hope to still standing here and hold my confidence. He's my saviour, my advisor and my everything to me which no one can defeats him.I'll try to change all my unwanted attitudes and turn it into a brand new person.
For my family, Im trying to do best to prove that I can be independent and swept away a ridiculous and a bullshit nonsense thing that ruins their trustness on me. Oh God, I do really misz them. And of course poor my little Biru. He seems to spend all of his life stucking in the cage. Thats a thing that I cant forgive myself.
I realllllllly misz all of u.......................
p/s: for my 2nd husband(my car), juz wait till I get back home, were going to rock u in..
