arghh..seems i end up my day with a really damn hell situation..i didnt notice that i still had a patient..and she or he probably i didnt know is still on the table..with a bloody hell infiltrated..
how i didnt check each rooms before im leaving as i should do as my routine before..mayb im too tired or rushing home.. and the worst part is my head nurse calling me through hp and my colleague is stucked with that patient who's suppost to be mine..oh God..how guilty am i..what did im thinking in my bloody hell brain..mayb cause of no TECH is calling from the other rooms instead of HD,and i saw the cleaner was moping SIEMENS,thats make me taught that rooms is not working..and i doesnt know that rooms will give me hard time..
arghh..how can i facing with them tomorrow, and show my stupid and careless face..i dont know what are they thinking bout me at this moment, but this stupid mistake really give me a big impact on my profession and work ethics..how careless am i..and mayb im putting myself too much thinking bout my wedding preparations untill i did this bull shit mistake..oh god..can i switch off my wedding wires inside my brain and get focus back into my jobs?.can i??please,for a God sake,do it for ur own good and shut it out the rest bloody non important things for a while(im motivated myself..dunt bother)
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